I miss Charleston.

a lot.

I miss me there. I miss my life there. The people. The places.
The way I felt every morning when I woke up. My job...My church...

I miss having a vision. A goal every morning. Feeling like I was a part of something bigger.

I feel like Im losing focus.

I know that was a season. And I know this is a season. I am thankful for it all.

But I cant deny the fact that I miss what was.

But its like Jack said to Kate... let it in for 5 seconds. Feel it. Face it. Then let it go.

Ive let this in for more than 5 seconds but I soon need to move on. Look to tomorrow. Look at today.

God is so in control. He has purpose in every transition and season.

I want to remember that in the hurt and funk.

I praise God for his blessings in it all.

My heart was so filled and happy for the last few months... almost consistently... and this dry spell has caught me off gaurd. But it is so fine.


Ecclesiastes 3
A Time for Everything
1 There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:
2 a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,

3 a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,

4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,

5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,

6 a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,

7 a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,

8 a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.